I'm going to try something new now.
I'll humor you with the truth now.
I'll fall back to my back now.
I accept this wound as your mercy now.
What's life without a little excitement?
Shut down, here's the bullet now bite it.
One mistake and I'm on my knees pleading.
A second slips, dear god please forgive me.
Picture perfect with punishment pending.
These throbbing temples feel forever everlasting.
Can you believe I'm actually smiling?
Even when these yellow teeth start cracking?
I'm trying to understand now.
Won't you give me a hand now?
Oh, just give me a hand out.
I'm on my knees holding on now.
I accept this silence as a command now.
I don't know what I'm doing.
So take me out in the back and shoot me.
released February 14, 2015
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